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| I FINALLY GOT MY PHONE BACK.....YAAAAY!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 832 526 0244 | | |
| I moved back in with my parents today.....And Michael and I are done now, I'm not going back. So peoples give me a call more than available to hang out. | | |
| I'm absolutely terrified turns out somehow...I don't know, I owe so much money, I've gotten a lett from the district attorney, and I don't know what to do. I'm just so.....GRRRR! Like wtf was I thinking, how could I not have known about this until they sent me this letter. I don't know what I'm going to be able to do to pay these things off. Ya' know it seems like when things are finally going good again, something always just AGGRESSIVLEY draaaags me back down. I'm so depressed....I'm one who doesn't regret things I've done because everything is a learning experience, but I'm starting to doubt that, I'm starting to want to regret so much, so many things I've done, not just including this money thing...I'm doubting myself....And that's never good. I'm just scared....And I'm afraid to talk to anyone about this stuff because I'm afraid of judgement and what they'll think....SEE!! ME, afraid of what someone else will think, I used to NEVER CARE!!! Whatever, things will get better, but sure enough I'll probably get dragged back down again. What's with that anyways? Why can't things just be...good. Why can't I get a break, what did I do? | | |
| Keys to my Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now | | |
| SO...I'm starting to get back into my modeling thingy, and I'm sooooo excited, I used to have so much fun when I did that. I totally can't wait. If anyone has any connections or needs someone for work, PLEASE let me know 'cause I'm THERE. lol. Work's going good, I'm getting promoted and a pay raise and stuff, so I'm excited and happy about that also. Things are starting to really look up.
Well there's one small problem. I've had bronchitis for like two weeks, and the doctors can't figure out why I can't shake it. I'm taking like eight different prescriptions, I feel like a zombie sometimes. OH, and my first preformance with the fly boys of houston was like last Saturday and it went really well. I think I'm going to go to Dallas to preform in some club for a halloween party, that'll be cool too.
I'm watching "Robots", has anyone seen that, it's a totally cute movie. Robin Williams' character's my favorite, he's just so silly.lol. So what's up and new with everyone? How are things going?
Well I guess I should probably get ontop of washing some dishes and cleaning up and such...But I'll ttyl..byes. | | |
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